The problem with human....

This is my very honest observation of myself and ppl whom i met day in day out..

the problem with human...

1) not honest enough about their feelings

2) don't know what they want

3) just play along

4) always have to wear mask

why do we bring this calamity to ourselves? hmmm.. is it our reluctance to let go? is it our ego? is it because the failure of education? is it the sins of our fathers? is it... is it.. so many is it...

but to me the most glaring mistake is one person's unwillingness to learn about oneself.. be one with consciousness and subconsciousness.. unwilling to be honest and admit about our trueself..

i guess that is why in life we are always 'farn yan' or 'farn zin' cos we no bother.. then become very 'farn'.. and then we 'farn' this and 'farn' that...

i also don't get the thing about ppl's need for wearing mask.. why we must pretend to be someone that we are not.. why we can't use our heart be true? maybe it sounds boring but if everyone is true to oneself then maybe there won't be much miscommunication, back stabbing, politicking, war mongering and maybe, just maybe, this world will have a shot at world peace.. maybe..

i am just another 'farn yan' in this 'farn' world who wish to be less 'farn' in her life and 'farn-ing' why this world can be so 'farn' :P