Penang.. Long GONE.. : The Road Trip~

Ok... OK.. so I was supposed to post this like last month.. so I was supposed to announce to the world how funny the journey was.. but .. I was too sick / lethargic / tired / lazy (mostly lazy)..

I think this would be my 1st picture more than words blog.. hahahahahaha.. Enjoy!!

We stopped at the Jambatan restaurants and have Burger King!! I chomped on mine...

Look at her LCLY face with the fried mozarella!!

 This is our receipt~ Look at the damage.. hahaha!

The wind blows and the sakai emerged!!
Freaking hot weather and I got a tan just from sitting in a car...

Trust me, I really have to do this... It is an obligation!!

Must hold on.. can't fall asleep just yet *in case got wallop by driver*

This is not doughnut.. I was bored and taking picture of my belly button.. LOL

A view of my thigh's permanent marital partner... The Cellulite.. muahahahahahha

My pox scar that looked like kena bite by 1 small 1 big fang.. hehehehehe

My gf asked me to take the tunnel from her phone but sigh so hard la... so I used mine.. hehe!

 Yeap, at the end of every tunnel, there's always light *OHM*

You're probably wondering why the journey to penang is so funny...

1st : green scenery

More greens..

Mountains and greens.... sejuk mata memandang kan??

And then the nightmare begins...From afar, this hideous gigantic thing caught our eyes :

See the logo??

I got the logo for evidence.. YTL CEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We were both shouting murder and ranting plus I was still struggling to get a better picture when this happened : 

That's right, A VAN!! and WHY???!! Because the gf's phone camera is stupid.. LOL

So gf asked me to 'take more scenery la!' and this happened next :

A moving truck and the tyre.. kan pandai her camera???

So I showed her all those above and we roared with laughter, ridiculing my photography skills, me lambasting her idiot phone camera and how ridiculous things turned out~ Then to my delight.. I discovered this, hence to her horror, the nightmare had begun :

Pretty pretty clouds~

A roast pig like cloud on the right, which we debated furiously about~

Don't ask me why, I like how the cloud looks.. 

Look to the left, it's like a hand stretched out for $!! 

You can almost hear me say : 'Hou sam lor, fuk sam lor~'

Then there's the look of 'battle between the good and evil'

Seems like the dark 1 is sending it's minions (the small black ones) to round and attack the white 1

The takeover was successful.. can you see how the white's arms are both stretched like being held by the armpit and both it's legs are curved when you are lifted up *sob*

Then it's armies attacked us :

I think we just past Ipoh or Taiping or something when it rained.. HEAVILY..

Ok, suddenly not so heavy anymore..

Ok, there!! It's making a comeback again~

And I didn't give up :

Nice hor? I took it through the tint from top part of main front window.. lol

It poured like nobody's business.. at this point, we think 'HABISLA, SURE REACH 7PM'

I even got a side 1 to show to you guys how 'lebat' it is~

And also some laughables (or not) to show how capable this photographer is and her trials and tribulation with that thing call phone camera :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFdj9WtB5jw 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qh6RnAtqlrA&feature=channel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MSqWJkLBHPk&feature=channel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCmBdG69iTY&feature=channel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJaFCcejozA&feature=channel

Bloody Australia!

Last Saturday was 'Majority Lesbos Day' in Yuen's steamboat.. It's been so long since all of us were together.. not the full group though *looks far far away towards Ling + Wendy*

There's 2 pots on our table.. 1 'ha' and 1 no 'ha'... and erm, no pictures too.. we were 1 hour late *sorry sorry* I'm still at home when I've gotten a call from MM.. and gf masih sibuk berdandan.. hahahahahahahaa!!

So HT and C (or S) got there 1st (so punctual, paisehnya aku), followed by MM and J, then MT & JA, me and AB, DL and D (hope her surname is not L too, else sounds like twins) *somehow can feel DL's dagger eyes, kidding la* and the fashionably late star.. ALMOST 2 (TWO) HOURS.. is AY & NL..

Of course we were busy conjuring up names for the marathon they were in... muahahahahahahhha.. GATAL! But the actual event wasn't as exciting as what was happening in all our minds.. muahahahhaha.. I didn't think I ate much that night though, still appetite lacking T.T everyone were sorta like having their ice creams by then..

NEXT! My turn to get mine and saw those ice cream glass / cups were kinda icky.. went back to table and while cleaning it when someone *SHRIEK* (It could be DL, D, AY or NL) and pointed at my AUSTRALIA! and there it was.. a bloodied U Turn! LOL... everyone feel so embarrassed for me and urging AB to get ice cream for me instead.. everyone was really cute and NL launched into a 'which girl tak pernah kena? even if not outside, sure inside kena 1.' Thanks girls but I am ok, really :P

After that, we decided to go to Enigma cos some wanna chuck a beer or two.. and of course I went back to change to another pair or pants! LOL! It was surprisingly a quiet night.. We could even find parkings.. LOL

Not much excitement there except all getting worked up by ppl not closing the sliding door properly and bad karaoke voices wafting into where we were and the Lady Boss / PIC's car gotten banged.. dunno how the driver of a moving car managed to hit a parked car with quite a huge space in between.. must be mabuk already..

Now we are all thinking.. NEXT DESTINATION???

Of Appetite and Drama

Lately my appetite has been decreasing due to flu, cough, sore throat and auntie visit..

This is my dimsum breakfast with my bestie recently, the amount looks depressing, I know *nod nod*

Looks like mickey hor?

Just the 2 of us.. BUT.. salad 'ha', siumai, hakau, another 'mai', 1 'ha' cheong fun & 1 charsiew cheong fun only

hohohohoh..this is a must! the more the better!

Then there's my Alice in Wonderland / Bubba Gump date with gf.. also depressing looking amount.. hehehe

 This is my Blueberry Smoothie & that is her Mango Sparkler

 Yummy Garlic Bread Basket and Classic Caesar Salad

Bucket of Boat Trash which we took into the cinema with us!

(Didn't fancy the butter dip though)

We were enjoying our food until we realised it's 19:25 and our movie is on at 19:30 =.=" plus we discovered that we were seated next to 2 of our friends.. LOL.. What a coincidence.. and dang.. the lottery counter is close.. might hit the jackpot while someone up there is still looking down...

With the decrease in appetite, my love drama chose to increase.. Word for the wise.. and you pray to god that you really are one.. River water don't disturb well water.. I bet you heard of that.. I didn't kacau you so go back where you came from.. I know everyone's protective of what's theirs but it isn't yours if you didn't want it.. Don't red eye when things suddenly seemed more attractive once someone else have it instead of you..

People just love crossing boundaries isn't it? 1 fler crossed already then allowed the other fler to join in.. you all think I am the beach isn't it? I can see the hand gesturing >> mari mari, mari main bersama-sama.. Better beware, my tempestuous nature might surface..  just like the beach / bitch that I am, nice to play on a good day but when the volcano rocks, tsunami will come to sweep you all off the beach..

Word for any lovers out there, don't get involve in drama, don't create drama (both doesn't apply if you're being provoked), don't let others create drama for you and most importantly : be loyal, don't 1 itchy ass find 2 chairs to scratch and *drum roll* don't let a jalang interfere with your love life.

I bet my lack of appetite is making me ferocious.. LOL.. If ya all will excuse me, this queen of a bitch needs to go work on her appetite for food and relationship too..

Girl Day Out!!

It's been long since I see them..

Especially her.. so miss it.. LOL

As usual the menu is same same.. never change, we always go to the same place regardless.. LOL

So teman my darling buy Shu Eumura lo.. and C was busy trying on lipgloss. The nude 1 looks great on her but so does the red 1.. My darling begs to differ though.. No picture.. sorry everyone.. hahaha (This is the peril of a no camera in mobile holding person T.T)

Anyways, C ended up buying more products in there than my darling.. they both ended up with more than 300++ products in their hands!!! LOL..

So we continue, jalan lagi, get clothes, get shoes then get socks, get boxers for darling's hubbie.. walk until feet also patah T.T but I did enjoyed myself because it been long since i hang out with the old girls..

I got a happy + sad news too.. someone is leaving me but is for the greater good...

I LOVE YOU, BE SAFE ON YOUR FUTURE JOURNEY!!

The day after...

So the day after, on 3rd, again she suggested to go out, makan & shopping and what not..

Things supposed to be done but didn't, I was really hungry, she won't wake up and I got really really upset..

By time we were out from house, it is close to 8.15pm.. so I teased her.. "it's going to be... it's going to be.."

"I will not be deterred and I will accomplished my mission." (I think this was what she said)

So we went to 1u, with intention to Zanmai and shopping..

We queued for quite a bit, no 1 willing to give up their seats.. *tsk tsk* is it our culture, sudah habis makan, restaurant still full but we will not surrender our seats? Finally we were seated next to the conveyor belt.. WOOHOOO.. what else right? TARUH 9 9!!

Tau Tau, 10pm already.. only get to Zanmai.. lol..

This time she too scared to stuff herself, in case of re-run or repeat from previous night take place again.. we kinda over estimated our tummy's capacity.. This is what we had :

1) Yee Sang

2) Kani avocado salad

3) Several plates of sushi, I can't remember at least 5 plates

4) Salmon Sashimi

So we had to take away a maki (with kani avocado and what not), 2 plates of plain inari sushi, 2 plates of inari ebikko, 2 plates of inari kanimayo & 2 plates of kanimayo sushi.. lol..

Since she has been deterred by time factor, we decided to go home.. and snuggle + watch movie / tv series.

Suddenly I got a suprise call.. WENDY!!! so good to hear from her again.. pity her, worked until 10 plus only 'sau kung.'

After that, we reached home, she said "Should've tarpau Kani avocado salad, don't eat there. but then again, have to eat it there and feel like tarpau again for later." hahaha.. greedy-nye ini orang!!

In about half hour or 1 hour, me hungry again.. so we dig out and makan abit of the sushi.. we sat and watched reaper S1.. and popping ebikko together with our front teeth.. I love the feel of popping ebikko!!

I fell asleep halfway through the show, so she continued and then i wake up 5 something to share her bag of twisties.. hahhahahaha..

Then it's time for us both to ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........

Anniversary

This is supposed to be in by 2nd of February but well I am just too lazy..

We had a disagreement..

1st of Feb wil be our 3 mths but she insisted it be 2nd Feb because that's when we started.. hmmm.. really?

So, she decided to take me to 1u, as I have missed Zanmai and it is in fact 1 of my fav place to go..

Staring in front of us, massive traffic and crazy eyed drivers and all, we decided to go to our 2nd most favourite jap restaurant (which i can't remember the name at all but it's in DJ)

If ya all wanna know, I am free for DINNAH!!

And there she is cussing "TODAY IS JUST NOT MY DAY" (earlier she broke her string for her necklace) while staring at the dark shop... So we stand at the stairs and then I said "Let's just go to SS2 ya?"

So we went and before we are there, i cracked a joke, just don't tell me this place is close too... AND THEN THERE IT WAS.. dim lighting and yes, you guessed right.. IT'S CLOSED..

I was near to bursting in laughter when she cussed again as above + "B, you mouth damn sewel." Can't help it such coincidence right?

So not sure where to go.. She suggested JayaOne.. which i am never a fan of.. i just don't like those hidden corners.. like hiding something.. perfect for having affairs though.. unseen *ahem* muaahaahaahahaa.. So i suggested, Jaya33, Nagomi!!

So there we went.. and then... THANK GOD IT'S OPEN..

We ordered a salmon for me and beef for her and we're both eating merrily (me anyways, she was rushing cos we reached after 9.30 and she feel bad because we are the last customer) then she said "B, i'm not feeling well."

~!@#$%^&*()_+

What a day for her.. so we go back, she was driving real fast and balik rumah sapu ubat lor..

You should see her face when she smell the ointment.. HAHAHA..

Jangan marah *chuckle*

Conclusion...

Wow! 'Pat King Pat Kok' it's already 01.01.2010. It's been so long since I blogged I thought I will never blog again.. For me, early 2009 was really good until things turned sour.. still it was a good year for me, relationships wise.. Let's recap..

The Good :

1) I went back more often to see my mother, my sister and my son. Overall i feel our relationship has improved, though there are still some grey areas between me and my sis..

2) I got out from an abusive relationship, the person died mid year and i went further into a journey of self discovery and my emotional & soul healing

3) My work was smooth and even though full of stress and working late into midnights and public holidays, I've received pro-rata bonus and cash incentive from my boss

4) I met a bunch of great brothers and they have been true friends to me so far, when they knew that I am down, they will call to cheer me up

5) I also met a bunch of great sisters and they have also been there for me. We have had countless ycha sessions, makan makan (bbq, dimsum, especially dimsum and wantanmee too) or just plain hanging out at my place.

6) I've gotten a really good housemate on top of 2 other existing fantastic ones

7) I met someone new and didn't expect romance to blossom until it did. I am fortunate to meet someone who has such beautiful soul and is a sensitive being. Having said that, the person is also like everyone else including me, with flaws :P

8) I also met someone who has tirelessly adviced me on what i could do whenever i encountered a problem and this person still and will continue to help me yet do not want to receive any form of gesture or repayment in return

9) I had my life reading and the result was as expected but now I knew better what to do just still wondering how i could progress and make my life more kaya raya.. muahahahahhah

10) I also found a true person in my colleague & who is, i believe over time will remain a good friend

11) I have also met many more nice, kind, understanding, wise, intelligent, empathic brothers and sisters from Fatine's Right to Stay Together group

12) I met very very good doctors who tried their best to help me get my health back on track

13) My son forced me to watch 'Chowder' with him and well, all I can say is... my son really has great sense of humour!!

14) Thanks to my sister and her 2 lovely toy poodles Chester and Bubble, I have kinda gotten my fear of dogs outta way.. The moment I like best is when i sat on the couch and both of these sweeties will each be on my left and right side, lying down, letting me 'kepit' them..

15) My mom said something to me that brought tears to my eyes. I didn't know that my mom will, till today still think about my welfare so much so until she said to me what she said that very night. For 1/3 of my life i resented my mom because as the eldest I had to be well.. the eldest.. and 2/3 of my life i still can't make peace with the resentment. my 3rd part however, see things my 1st & 2nd part didn't see & i have grown to admire my mom more and more and now i finally understand all my many why-s with her.

16) Having grown up with my stern mom, i didn't know she was capable of sense of humour and to see her jokingly tell my son something really funny cracked me up.

17) Having seen how tight my sis and my son when they are together is a very warm feeling.. funny how they both teased each other and playfully do those silly little things are really great moments to cherish.. and my son he is suuuuuuuuuuuuch a drama queen....

18) I am fired from my job and my last day is next Wednesday.

19) 1st my landlady wanted to take back the unit where i stay for major renovation then changes her mind and instead do smaller repairs so i can continue to live comfortably in this house. The most heartwarming part, she called me a friend / a daugther.

20) I am lucky to meet many good ppl over some bad eggs. they are, in their own individual ways, helped me to gather myself and shout 'coming through'.

21) my darling got married in Singapore!!

22) My sis got a promotion and is now in Singapore with new environment and new challenges


The Bad

1) My health had worsen but it is okie, i can still manage it until Nov when it reached to it's peak (in terms of how bad it is)

2) My hospitalization bill i claimed using Prudential due to lack of cash and I can't claim from the bloody company

3) Met some rotten ppl behaving like princesses and do not understand what is the full meaning of friendship and semangat bergotong royong but as they say good eggs bad eggs, eggs are everywhere.. LOL

4) My uncle (My 1st aunt's husband) passed away due to lung cancer and to see my son so saddened by the fact. Thank god my boy understands a little of the concept of life and death. This uncle of mine, he is really a fantastic man, as long as i can remember ever since i was a child, he has always been cheery and all my other extended family members do like him alot. I guess god loves him more and his work is done on this earth

5) some unfortunate squabbling with sister and having to hear her insult my mother too.. it was painful for me not only because my mom was cuss but also makes me wonder how can a person achieve happiness by being so angry..

6) My good colleague left the company and work life has been unbearable since

7) Being hassled and somewhat harassed and insulted by my ex husband & some of his family. The hard part is to hear it from my mom. Don't know why some ppl just can't go straight and do what they say and say what they meant.

8) My ex husband finally wanted a proper divorce (he wants to remarry) after no show twice in 2002 at the lawyers office. after agreeing to both his and my T & C, he went and go back on his words.. hence no. 7 happened.

9) Ppl still will blame the women when anything happened, except the good happenings.

10) My weight playing see-saw between 71 - 73 and went down to 69 then 68 to me swelling again and currently at 70.5.. LOL

11) Still so many bigots and so many extremist who really doesn't know what is humanity, what is facts, what is empathy, understanding, love and what being human is all about..

12) still seeing ppl repackaged and market passion, lust, obsession and infatuation, butterfly as love..

13) Have an extremely rotten egg for a housemate (she came in with the new good housemate) who is a cheater, a manipulator and also a conwoman who has conned many ppl that i've met. So i am fortunate the maker does love me and the things she did to me, she had to repay it :P

14) Lost all 3 of my housemates due to 1st attempt of landlady trying to get the house back for reno..

15) 1 of my housemate had to leave because there is an unfortunate incident happening at home and she has to be there with her family

16) I couldn't attend my darling's ROM due to the stupid immigration whose machine is unable to read my Mykad (maybank could, goodness, the gov should invest in better equipments) and the 2nd time, they didn't open and didn't declare it in their bloody website.. inefficient betul!


The Ugly

1) Politicking happening in office due to scheming beings...

2) My boss also participated in it

3) Having known me as a temperature sensitive person, turned on full blast 5 air-conds from the initial 2-3 units and get me more and more sick.

4) politicking even harder to get rid of me from the office. Letters issued to me was intended to shame me and defamed me to get me to resign but I didn't budge because I was not in the wrong and i won't take it lying down :P

5) Some idiots who dunno the meaning of friendship and teamwork and semangat ber helping helping...

Let's hope for a better 2010.. I am still a person who, am too lazy to make a resolution because a lazy person will hardly see the resolution through.. HAHA!

Safe sex in "O" during IDAHO & International AIDS Memorial Day

Last Sat I was in 'O' to support PT & giving out safe sex kits to everyone : straight / lgbt..

Was happy to meet some who were downright friendly :

Me : May I stick you?
Him : No no...(with a cheeky smile)
Me : *suprised*
Him : You can't stick me..I don't want to..but you can stick me with the red ribbons..

LOL!!

Alas, I, with other friends from the community was taken aback by the display of emotion of others who are either treating us like credit card sales or that we have AIDS when we handed out red ribbons & condoms..

Well.. you win some.. you lose some.. *sigh*

That brings a round of discussion on...

SEX.. TO HELL WITH IT OR BETTER BE SAFE?

I think it's a daily struggle that 1 fights to stay alive and the other is throwing caution to the wind..

What is it with human and it's misconception that they are indestructible?

Does it gives you hope to fight for what you can achieve? Does it not give you a false sense of security?? >> (my late gf taught me this word)

Why the unnecessary hesitation when it comes to protecting oneself? I mean.. I see many on a daily basis trying to protect their hearts from being broken, protecting the youth so it will not be devoured by age and the spouse will not leave once the shell wilted away and see that it is lacking in body, within?

Then why, pray god.. do we forget to protect our most and i must stress this >> INNERMOST being of one self that is our SEXES?

For any women out there who thinks that you might not be susceptible to any sexual diseases.. THINK AGAIN..

I knew those who never used protection though was previously infected by STD and never bother to protect their existing & future partners from it (you know who you are).. IF THIS IS CALLED LOVE THEN I DON'T KNOW WHAT REAL LOVE REALLY IS..

Food for your thought >> I read AIDS : Women & Epidemic (I think this is the title..I read it more than 10 yrs ago & the book is now with my darling for several years). This book practically changed my whole life & outlook on my sexual life..made me rethink about safe sex practices, protecting yourself & your love ones..

HAPPY SAFE FUCKING EVERYBODY!!

Dinner with 3 : Manhattan Fish

I was crazily restless on Thurs and then I called up my besties and asked them out for dinner & a drink..

After much dilly dallying from my part - We finally came to conclusion with Manhattan Fish in Pyramid.

Our server was nice & the outlet manager (i think) Fadzil was very warm too..

I ordered Garlic Butter Mussel and it comes with either Bruschetta or was it actually a Baguette???

Moving on..

I also ordered a serving of Fried Country Mushroom and add ons of Fried Calamari & something else which I can't remember (It was 2 days ago~)

Triple 2 had a Cod fish with rice (which i can't remember the name as well) .. & agent 631 had a Caesar Salad.. minus the eggs (they ran out of stock) and then Fadzil up the irresistable offer of 10% discount from our ttl amount (so generous!)

I also had a clam chowder & there's a promo going on with soup + bottomless drinks @ 9.90. Both of my besties had corn soups. They are both delicious but i prefer saltier stuff that night.. so clams UP!

Then Fadzil also suprised us with another round of his generosity by serving us a free Fried Whitebait which is really nice.. has a look of small little prawns (not ha mai or he bi)

After our 10% discount as promised, our bill came up to a total of 91++ which is almost half of what we spent together in Bubba Gump..

VERDICT : Bubba Gump hands down over Manhattan Fish (Sorry Fadzil)

Then we proceed to Starbucks & were enjoying another round of chatting about sex (don't we always), about our personalities, about relationships, hair & make up & our disgust with *shriek* cockr....es!!

We can't help but noticed another table of 2 girls & a guy was staring at us even when we leave our table..Some ppl don't know how to stare politely...hahah!!

Maybe we were talking too loudly about sex..or about virginity..haha!! Gotta remind ourselves to talk softer...or maybe louder so they'd be too embarrased to look at all..hehehe!

I had a great time that night going loca with you 2 & thank you Triple 2 & Agent 631 for another wonderful outing.. always! Can't wait for another round..soon I hope!!

Reminder : Friendship

I was out for lunch yesterday with another bestie of mine.. setting was normal (Japanese food that we both love!!) We were talking and it became apparent that 1 thing can make or break a friendship..

What is it?? hmm...let's put it this way~

2 of my best friend..worried to death that I'll be thinking too many depressing thoughts decided to haul me out on Monday for lunch & other activities..keeping me busy, so to say. I asked 1 to not tell me what I should do because I am not in the right mind to do it & I rejected another's offer for lunch + outing & went out with another jimui of mine..

Needless to say, I have let my 2nd friend down that day because she has been keeping herself available for me & was a little disappointed that I didn't even ask her to join me & my jimui.

The moral of my story is.. HONESTY (you must be puzzled by now)

Despite my not so tactful rejections of my friends, my 2nd friend appreciated the fact that I honestly informed her that I am going out with someone else after rejecting her offer instead of creeping behind her back...

As we sat there eating & talking and reach a higher understanding of our morales & principals.. she tried expressing what she had felt on that particular moment and I try to explain in my best way so she understand what state of mind I was in and hence the rejection of her offers.. This is what a real friend is... they listen, they understand and they care!

Also, we have discovered that we might not fully know all our friends including our besties in & out but we love them anyways for what we know and what we accept..

Thank you 'triple 2' for coming out for lunch.... here's some mock questions that might come in handy when you doubt if any love exist at all...

Do you love your family?
Do you tell your friends the good, sweet, memorable stuff when it happened with your family?
Do you bitch when you felt hurt by your family?

If your answer is yes, no, yes.. you are only human..and being human you sometimes wanna be selfish and keep the good stuff with you because then you can take a piece of it each time & savour it..without sharing with anyone at all~

And that is what I did exactly with the memory of my baby....Thank you everyone for your love, strength & support!