I wonder...

could we cease to care? cease to think? cease to feel?

sometimes it's funny how much 1 doesn't want to let go.. how much 1 person cease to see what is imminent when it actually does help this very being to move on, to lead happier lives..

letting go, it's great reading material... great practices too for one's personal development and strength of mind, even clarity of the heart at times.. but it is not for everyone.. especially so if you are not willing to walk the path.. but at least give it a try.. might've helped ease a little and let you be on your way, sooner than you thought..

are we really that egoistic? are we really that 'ng kam sam' and is that thing really worth our 'jing san' to just go do it? sometimes ppl say 'it is just something i need to do'. I am sure we have all been there.. BUT..

have you really, really, really asked yourself why? do you REALLY have the need? or do you ACTUALLY HAVE THE WANT, THE DESIRE?

time and time again, things got tangled up because we choose to loop it here and there.. over lapping each other, till there are no more room left to loop anymore.. then we decide, 'hey! let's leave this room', but because of the earlier loops, making us 'kusut masai'.. we only begin to realised... SHIT!! we are now entangled and left stranded, tak tau mana nak jalan.. isk isk isk..

lately i've seen so many issues on wanting something that is taking us for granted and taking for granted something that is wanting us...

good lord, it has happened to me.. lol.. it is so funny if it is not somehow tragic..

it sometimes makes you wonder. why do we inflict this kind of pain? this sort of woe? this sort of tragedy? are we humans... so free? so bored? or it is just that we, are weird beings, made up of shrewd comedy line ups, throwing impossible tragic comedies into our lives? make it a circus troupe worthy of cirque du soleil's line up?

isn't it worth then asking this million dollar question 'why do we love being taken for granted?'

happy days to come.. happy days to live.. AND

happy beings if you care to be, cara mia(s)